I walked the red street, and alongside the walls I saw the shadows of all those who roamed those very streets and sidewalks back in that time.

The contrast of the flamboyant color of my presence and the grayness of their past was crystal in my mind.

My vision literally split into parallel mirrors. How was that possible? To this day I never quite understood what happened to me, nor why.

Women in jeans, walking the footsteps of newly found liberty. Men with big hair, and proud smiles were engulfed in an air of possible hope.

The cause was walking the streets of Beirut.

these photos here kind of describe two main and very different aspects of my character:

“She’s telling all her Secrets in a wonderful balloon”

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7Ac3eRarGI

Janis Joplin

Janis Joplin

 

It was a secret

One of rusty “romantism”.

Thirty years old.

The kind of secrets

That made you smile in retrospect;

and made people wonder.

It enchanted me.

Typical, no?

What about you? I asked.

He simply shrugged.

That’s how he was.

Nonchalant.

 

I didn’t care.

This one was mine.

 

I closed my eyes.

My illusions were racing.

Music.

Music filling a roman stadium.

Overwhelmed faces around me.

I’m the only one hiding a secret in my smile.

I’m breathless,

seeing everything through a gray haze.

I will laugh.

They don’t know.

They don’t know.

 What it’s like.

 To be here.

Along with a reminiscing breeze..

..وتكبر في الموال البلدي مساءً

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_DTdFppN9c&feature=related

Jimi Hendrix

Jimi Hendrix

byMazen Kerbaj

by Mazen Kerbaj

*israeli ”war” planes.

 
My favorite street in Beirut.
To me, it holds the whole nostalgia of this city.
Incidentally, this is a part of a song by a leftist lebanese singer, Khaled el Habre, about this very street (It is a rough translation from arabic):
 
“come take me with you to hamra street. It’s in hamra where getting drunk appeals to me. We’ll drink the toast of love, in some cafe on the sidewalk; we’ll talk about poems and yet we wouldn’t have enough for a piece of bread. We’ll write poetry for the eyes of that beautiful brunette. Come take me with you to hamra street.”
 
Hamra street (red stree)

Hamra street (red stree)

                                                       Prologue
 
It was a dark winter night. Her back was sending icy electric shots to her brain. She took a deep breath, there had been a delay. The dreadful voice of an operating woman announced the holdup; the train will be arriving in the next couple of hours. Her face was sullen. She couldn’t bear another moment with her thoughts.

She dragged her feet to the bench at the far end of the platform. Someone has left a half torn concert flyer. It was black with streaks of deep purple. She sat down, staring at the piece of paper, trying to figure out the name of the band. She decided that it was called: color purple. It sounded fitting enough. Perhaps not, that was a title of a book Nina always spoke about. Why hasn’t she read it though? Maybe she should. She laughed softly. These monologues have got to stop.

As she tilted her head back, resting it against the bench, she lit up a cigarette, took a dramatic drag and let herself be pulled into the whirlpool that is her mind.

Ps: One of the dreams I have is that one day, and I’m guessing in many many years from now, I’ll write a book. The other night I decided to give it a shot, to see if I actually have that kind of imagination. 

hamra street
hamra street

 I was sitting alone in a cafe in Hamra st. I had my earphones on, listening to music that fit my mood, and just wrote. It turned out that (maybe) I might have something in me.
I don’t know if it would turn into something more. For now this is my first Prologue.

 
 
by Naji el-Ali

by Naji el-Ali

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